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The Power of Orgasm Control – Journey of a Latex Slave

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7I thought it would be fun to let my blog readers follow along with some of my slaves who enlist in online training via my control programs. These programs are customized for each person yet they all share one element “total orgasm control”.  Once signed up they must complete a questionnaire. They receive instructions, sometimes audios, sometimes pics and we engage in daily reports, weekly assignments, phone sessions (dominant mistress phone sex sessions cost additional)

You can see the email I send out to begin the process of training click here

Journey of a Latex Slave

His name here will be known as Latex Tom. I’m going to paste a copy of his email to me. I requested an essay about why he contacted me and a little bit about him. I’m going to have him report in the comment section below. Additionally you may also ask him or I questions about his training and his 7-10 day total control program. When he’s done with his 10 days he can take a break and come back later or he might decide to sign up for 30 days of Control 

Now for his email report:

Days on Program – 1

Days since last Orgasm – 5

Status of last assignment – Latex, Audio. and Essay

Orientation, this would be my first experience of many with Goddess Natalie. I drew a breath before opening the email, and as I had done a few times before, My eyes slid closed for a moment and as my eyes opened the breath rolled out. It was time to begin.

The email held simple, exact commands that I was to follow:

 Dress in latex

 Listen to the accompanying audio file

 Write an essay expressing on this specific topic

 “Why I contacted Goddess Natalie and what do I hope to discover.”

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As the hours of the day rolled by and I neared the time I could begin my first task I came to a serene understanding that by the end of this week experience I would have a better understanding of the answer to that question.

Slick hands glided over the limp appendages of the catsuit smearing the Pjur dressing aid before I began to dress as instructed. The catsuit first, My chest fell short of breath as it slithered over  my skin, the sensation sending shivers down my thighs to make my feet tremble against the bathroom tile floor. Steadying myself, the latex slid over my tush and down my arms as my body became consumed by the metallic black suit. The zipper slid quickly locking me within my rubber dream. Next a pair of long black stockings and finally wrist and ankle cuffs before sliding on my true face. The face of a latex slave, my black rubber hood. Fastening it in place with a thin leather collar I had completed the first part. By the time I slid into my computer chair my cock was throbbing, I could feel it, slick with sweat and growing against my abdomen. The latex keeping it tight and confined, controlled and restrained.

unnamedThe headphones slid over each ear and the voice slowly came forward from the background ambiance. Moments in and I find myself nodding, agreeing with the voices words. Words that have not fallen lost to my cock with has begun to faintly throb with each word. The numbers fade by, I breathe, and let go.  My head begins to rotate in small circles as my eyes close at that point my mind blanks.

 Subspace

You can believe this admission or not, I found it hard to believe myself. I can’t remember much of what occurred after the count down because I somehow slipped away. All I remember was coming out of a haze with my hands resting on my latex covered  thighs and my cock still hard. I have been exposed to hypnosis by another Mistress before and it was very effective, I didn’t expect such a reaction to this audio.

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After completing the final task, I rewound the audio back half way and listened to everything I could not remember. It was then I found the answer to this essay.

I contacted Goddess Natalie because she was exactly what I desired as a slave. Like so few women, Goddess Natalie understands what I need, what I crave as a slave. Control, I need to be controlled, my cock needs to be controlled. Like it, I must be completely controlled, Told what to do and how to do it. What I hope to discover is how much can I give myself to her. How obedient and submissive can I become. Already I feel helpless to her will, already old habits return. My head bows, my arms cross behind my back. I’m kneeling. With lips trembling I write this first entry eagerly curious to see what tomorrow brings.

 Slave Tom

As mentioned above you can make a comment to this post then click the “subscribe” box to get an email notice when we reply. Don’t worry, no one can see your email except me. We’d love to hear your feed back and answer your questions.

Natalie

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7 Comments

Natalie On October 28, 2015 | Reply

I’ll begin the thread of comments. The audio he was given was a Cock Control Hypnosis. I have it for sale in my items that say Pics, Videos & Audios if you want to try it. Its free when they sign up for ongoing training.
The audio is played daily to help with cock control. It will do one of two things- increase the desire to orgasm or help curb the desire. Everyone is different.

Tom’s training is only 10 days and its only been a few days. Will you watch to see what happens next? He is begging for an assignment to touch “My Cock”

breatherboy On October 29, 2015 | Reply

Indeed, would love to know the result of assessment.

JAck On October 29, 2015 | Reply

amazing, Natalie!

Latex Tom On October 30, 2015 | Reply

Let me first apologize in posting this late. This slave accepts any punishment to accompany my failure. Though not intentional, I am property, thus it is a slave’s duty to always serve the Domme first.

Days on Program: Two
Days since last Orgasm: Seven
Status of Last Assignment: Respond to Blog Thread

Today is my first official day of service to Goddess Natalie, and I can’t explain the excitement building within my mind and body. I look forward to where this endeavor may lead me both as a submissive and a man.

I chose to listen to the accompanying mp3 on loop as I went to sleep last evening (Tuesday) only to find myself woken up twice by my cock being incredibly aroused by the sultry voice of Goddess Natalie whispering into my ear as I slept. I welcomed her voice to embed itself deep within my subconscious and already it seemed to have taken effect. However, once I was awake and aware of my arousal I felt something I’d never expected, panic. Though I will say I’ve had extensive training in regards to pain as a submissive, I quickly realized over all these years of servitude I’ve had very little training in orgasm control. Spreading my legs apart, I kept my hands at my sides as I began to do the only thing I could think would help.

Breathe.

Breathing helped me learn how to focus through pain and find pleasure in the sensation, and breathing slowly began to help me cope with the voice burrowing deeper into my mind coaxing my cock to stand thick and erect as if on Goddess’s command. To help fall back asleep (both times) I continued to recite the mantra taught to me in the audio file as if to bolster my will against touching the cock.

This is cock belongs to Goddess Natalie
She tells me when to touch it
how to touch it
if and when I get to orgasm.

I don’t remember falling asleep, but when I woke I was faintly pleased I didn’t have to deal with another episode as I did hours before. As I drove into work I kept the audio playing on loop. This slave has found that through repetition and reinforcement I learn how to be a better submissive for my Domme. I hadn’t touched my cock since the first time I listened to the audio file, but with each listening the desire continued to build. Over the day I corresponded with Goddess Natalie discussing the next few days ahead as well as squaring away the questionnaire. It wasn’t until lunch I had the opportunity to read the first blog entry as I listened to the audio file once more. I sat in my car, the rain tapping gentle at the windshield as I lowered the seat back and spoke the mantra.

Over the course of the day there were a few instances when I spoke to people and they used the activator word that caused my cock and prostate to react. I found it interesting that with each case the conversation was with women. Each time the activator word was used I felt a tight grip arrest my cock and my prostate active. The sensation was immensely pleasing. I look forward to the first task of many Goddess Natalie has in store for me.

    Natalie On October 30, 2015 | Reply

    wow a whole 7 days. Do you know the reason why I make this program 7-10 days? Some men never make it beyond 3 days. Some bore me and I end it at 7 days. Some intrigue me and I allow them to go the whole course. Although you did fuck up you have a fairly good excuse. This doesn’t mean you won’t be punished. Rather than put that off I’d like to get that over with and you’ll report once you’ve done so.

    I can imagine that you’re rock hard most of the time. Between the audios and exchange of emails you’re probably dripping. Your punishment is only going to make it worse.

    You will put on your full latex suit. I can’t recall if the ears were plugged but you will need to hear in this punishment. You’ll encase everything EXCEPT that cock and balls. If your suit is like mine it has two zippers. If not I hope that you can figure it out and send me a picture. Put the spreader bar on. Put a butt plug in. Now lie there listening to the new audio you just bought at Niteflirt. The ONLY thing you can so is grab those balls and slap that cock. Unfortunately you can’t stroke even though its in the audio. I want you so fucking crazy horny that you come back here begging like you have never begged before. To engage in such intense acts of pleading and adoration that I can feel how badly you need me.

    Do not fail me.

Latex Tom On October 30, 2015 | Reply

Yes Goddess Natalie, this slave will obey. How many slaps do you wish for your cock Goddess?

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