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30 Days of Cock Control with Slave M

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I thought I’d post the interaction between myself and one of the men in my ongoing control program.  Normally they purchase, complete a form and everything is done through email, text sessions and phone sessions. Some can’t call and therefore we have only email and text sessions.  This is slave M. I love his desire to please and how he takes the time to know me. I’m sure he is motivated by a hard cock but I also think deep down that he really needs to make me happy. You can make a comment below and click Subscribe to Post to get email updates to this thread. The first part is the questionnaire and some items will be marked out for privacy.  As you can see he is a complete novice.  I’m really impressed with his devotion.

30 Days of Cock Control with Slave M

Name you want to be called*: m
  ************
Assignment Purchase Date*: 08/22/2014
Nite Flirt Username*: *************
Which training program did you purchase?: 30 Days of Control
Date of your last orgasm*: 08/21/2014
What prompted you to contact me and enlist in ongoing training?*: Saw Your add on nightflirt and read Your web-page. Then asked You by email about training me.
Your level of experience with Female Domination : Complete Novice
How often do you masturbate? *: daily,i if alone
Being completely honest what sexually excites you the most? Pick as many as you need. *: Being controlled by a beautiful woman
When you masturbate what are you looking at or thinking about to get off? name the top visuals that work for you the most. *: i think of female feet and ass. Being under them. i imagine a beautiful Woman controls my life. Totally.
How do you feel abou…/Orgasm Control*: Love it!
How do you feel abou…/Tease and Denial *: Love it!
How do you feel abou…/Anal Penetration *: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Bisexual*: No Interest
How do you feel abou…/Treated like a sissy*: No Interest
How do you feel abou…/Erotic Humiliation – Private*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Erotic Humiliation – Public*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Bondage*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Spanking – Punishment*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Crossdressing*: No Interest
How do you feel abou…/Small Penis Humiliation *: No Interest
How do you feel abou…/Guided Masturbation *: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Cuckolding*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Forced Cum Eating*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Strict Domination*: Maybe
How do you feel abou…/Sensual Domination *: Maybe
If not included in the above- what fetishes or fantasies do you hope to explore with me?*: i have the foot-fetish, don’t know if it is possible to explore this way?
Encumbrances- married, girlfriend, what do I need to know about your privacy? *: Married. My wife is at home from saturday-evening to tuesday morning. Sorry, Your time saturday morning until about midnight monday-tuesday.
What is your best availability? *: from midday to 2 am i am not working
What would be your ideal relationship with me? If you could paint the perfect picture?*: i do not know the right answer to this. i would like to be controlled, live by some rules and feel submissive.
How old are you? Are you in good health? Describe yourself to me.*: i am 43 yrs (everybody says i look younger), in good health. ******************Taken Out for Privacy****** Blue-grey eyes. i have been sportier when younger, now have a few pounds extra around my belly.
In reference to feminine control & your submissive needs which best defines you?*: Not sure
Anything you’d like to add or think I should know?: my native language is &&&&&, so my grammar and some words might be somehow “wrong”. i do apologize forehead.
i have been searchin net with information about D/s life and read about it. It fascinates me more and more…
i have not done this kind of thing with anyone. i will do my best during these 30 days.
What is your monthly budget for assignments and calls?*: ~500$
What items or sex toys do you currently own? Can you send me a picture of them? If you own none are you able to buy some?*: none. internet-shopping is possible, if some toys are needed. Never have done that either.

I’ll continue posting some below and have slave M follow up. He is waiting for an assignment to touch MY cock so it may be a bit disjointed in the comments below. If you have questions just ask.



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Natalie On August 27, 2014 | Reply

Step Two-

Ok so then once the questionnaire is completed he is given The Rules:

Giving Up Control of Your Cock

You may have noticed that I’m very much into total cock control. When you give me control or want to explore the femdom dynamic your first level of control, and essential, is control of your cock. This means that YOUR cock is mine. I tell you when you can touch it, how to touch it and when you get to orgasm.

Because control is important to me I want to know everything that cock does. If it gets hard I want to know why. Under no circumstances will you touch it other than to wash it. Even then you must do this quickly. If it gets hard while washing it then you must report this. If you it gets hard while sleeping and you are aware of it then you must report it and try to describe why you think it got hard.

I enjoy the details associated with cock control. This is why you report daily while enlisted in one of my programs. Each and every email will include the number of days you have been on the program and the number of days since your last orgasm. If the cock was stimulated in ANY way you’ll report it.

Example on Reporting
Start each and every single email or conversation with the number of days on the program and the number of days since your last orgasm. It can be formatted as a header:
Days on Program – 3
Days since last Orgasm – 4
Status of last assignment – Panties have been purchased.

If you are not involved in an assignment you must request one in order to touch the cock. The correct way to do this is to submit an email or call me. “Goddess I beg you for an assignment so I can touch YOUR cock.” You will have a time limit to complete the assignment and then report. If you cannot comply then you must beg to be punished. A true femdom dynamic means you are willing to do things, at least try in order to please me. I expect you to at least try. If you tell me “I’m not into that.” Then changes are I will quickly lose interest. I am experienced enough to know how to motivate you yet find ways to hopefully expand your limits. If you have a closed mind and not willing to try new things then we probably won’t get along.

If you touch that cock without permission you must beg to be punished and pay a fine. If you have an unauthorized orgasm, even a wet dream you will beg to be punished and pay a fine. If you cheat you only cheat yourself. You deny us both the chance to have a full experience. It’s pointless to enroll in this program if you’re going to cheat.

I prefer some type of interaction. After a few days on the program I’d love to hear the sound of your frustrated voice. The best times for me to talk are early mornings. All time is calculated to MY time. When you request my time and live in another time zone make sure you have properly calculated the time and request your call or text session using MY time. The best way to do this is in email. If you simply cannot manage a phone session then you can purchase a yahoo text session. Ask me for details on this. I prefer phone and hearing your voice but the next choice is a text session.

Because I know how difficult it is to relinquish control this why every one of my programs has a time frame- 7 days or 30 days. During this time frame you follow all of the rules. When you have completed the program you can take a break and come back again at any time.

If you would like to send a tribute I prefer Amazon Gift Cards to this email cruelnatalie@gmail.com Make sure you use the US Amazon site and it’s in USD. I also enjoy it when you buy me dinner http://www.icardgiftcard.com/gift-cards/c/6/restaurant-gift-cards/ This comes to me discreetly in email.

Natalie On August 27, 2014 | Reply

A side note on panties- I don’t care if you’re into it or not. If you enroll in one of my programs you’re giving me control. I will consider the things that make your cock rock hard….this is the essence of control and how I gain access BUT remember that this is all about me!

Natalie On August 27, 2014 | Reply

Slave M asked:

Thank You Goddess for Your instructions.
i have a question about touching Your cock. When i pee, i can do it
sitting, but may i “wiggle” the drops away by touching it. i would do
this very gently, not in any erotic way. You said that any touching
except washing is not aloud.
i must confess now, that i am getting aroused just now, by thinking
that i am under Your rules. This morning it was hard to keep my hands
away as You were on my mind until i came to work. But i did not expect
this to be easy on my part…

Now i must return to my job. i will check on here from time to time.

Have a wonderful friday 🙂

Yours
m

My reply was:

However you can manage max. It won’t be easy but you can manage. 🙂

The following day:

Dear Goddess,
i just had a hard-on in Your cock. i went to toilet for a pee at work and tried to get all the drops out without touching the cock. Firstly i peed sitting and then i shaked myself instead of the cock and tapped the head with toilet paper. i got the tube empty. It took a little more time to finish, but i do have trouble with it anyway. But You told me to report any erections and there was one. Had to take a few steps in backroom and hope no-one sees the bulge in front. But it went away pretty soon…

Yours
m

I then asked Slave M what his plans were for the weekend with his wife. Since I own his cock for this period I need to know EXACTLY what he is doing with it.

Dear Goddess,
It is friday-night. my wife is coming home tomorrow and will be home before i come from work. i work in a wine-shop and it is also open saturdays, so i will be there tomorrow too. i have no plans for the weekend. Perhaps we take a walk in the wilderness. We live in ^^^^^^^ where is lots of empty space to wonder. Very nice outdoors to hike.

You wrote that You have some instructions for me while i am with y wife. i wonder what are they? May i be with her like i used to?

Yours
m

My main motivation is to control him but to also enhance his submission. What better way then to use his wife as a conduit for my control? She won’t ever find out what is going other than her husband is more attentive. This method has worked great for married guys on my program.

Dear Goddess,

i thought that i could have normal sex with wife, but i love Your strict words, “no orgasm period”. Your cock is stiff now as i write this and i feel so aroused around my body, not just in between my legs. So i must obey, since i have promised to do so. This will be hard, i know. It is hard already to keep myself apart from the genital area. Thank You for giving me this feeling.

And i would like to give this massage. Actually i massage her back quite often, but have not done it for that long period. At least one hour. That will be rough for my hands, but again i have no choise but to follow Your words and obey.

i found a little snack from the fridge in the middle on this. Got my erection down as i had something else to think. Then i went to pee, and worked it again without touching, but causing swolled penis again. Your restriction makes me so aroused, more than i thought.

This was my first day in this 30 day period. So far i am happy i came to You Goddess. i trust that this will be an awsome experience to my submissive side. i will follow Your rules and hope that there is something for You too from this. Something that brings smile to Your beautiful face. 🙂

Thank You Goddess Natalie for taking me.

Yours
m

I’m going to let Slave M post the rest and I will reply. Keep in mind he is STILL waiting for an assignment to touch it.

    slave m On August 27, 2014 | Reply

    This is what was my report for Goddess from my weekend:

    “Good morning my Goddess,

    It is early morning here and my wife just left to her job.
    The weekend went in weird feeligns. i like to have my wife home for a weekend, but now You were on my thoughts a LOT. You already asked what happened to me, as You had not heard from me. i really can’t write You an email when my wife is home. i get so excited from this that there will be no doubt for her that she can read my face. And i rather keep this out from her eyes and ears that i spend my time and money on You my Goddess.

    i tried to follow Your instructions. First night at saturday i avoided sex and she was very tired too, so there was nothing in that area. Sunday evening i started to massage my wifes back, but after 15 minutes she pulled away and said that this is enough. After sauna i rubbed her feet for quite long time, didn’t watch the clock. She likes me to first just run my one finger slowly around her feet. She says it feels sooo nice. She sometimes has tried to do that to me too, but i really don’t like it. When i have done this for some time i massage her feet more tensly. i try to go around every spot of the feet carefully and with many rounds. After the foot massage i licked her clit. i tried to achieve her orgasm during this and licked it some time and fingered her vagina same time. She enjoys this very much, but jumped up and rode my rockhard cock. There i was in at no time in her and we did fuck so much in different positions… i did not cum. You were on my mind all the time while having sex with her. Your instructions were the words in my thoughts and Your beautiful face was telling me them. The memory of Your georgeus breasts made me want to fuck more and more. That was like agony to hold back so much that i never got to an orgasm. . She did, i hope she did… Pretty much the same things happened yesterday too. i did not cum.

    So there was very much stimulation and touching on the cock, which was against Your rules. i do apologise for my misbehaviour and i must now beg for a punishment from You my Goddess. Please Goddess, give me punisment for i haven’t fully followed Your instructions. There was a fine for this too, please tell me how much is it?

    Goddess i also beg You for an assignment so i can touch YOUR cock. Please give me one. Your cock is now hard again when i write this and i wish so much to touch it and go to full release. Please give me an assignment so i can proceed on this. Please”

    This is what i experienced during the weekend. Being under control is same time like being in heaven and hell. i do hate so much that i can’t satisfy myself and the same time i love it when the control of it belongs to my beautiful Goddess.

    slave m

slave m On August 27, 2014 | Reply

i do write to my Goddess every morning right after i have woken up. i feel like i have to report what is going on and what i am going to do during the day. So i came home after i had written about my weekend in the morning. i had on my mailbox a huge compliment that she had liked my report from weekend and asked if she could publish some of it here in Her blog. Proudly i typed ofcourse. How could i answer othrwise? But it showed a lot of courtesy from Goddess Natalie that she did ask, not just leyed this in front of everyone.
So my need to be touched growed more and more yesterday evening and i begged and begged for assignment so i could have a chance to touch HER cock. My Goddess has now all rights for what used to be mine and i do love the feeling. i did lose my patience yesterday, which i’m dot quite proud of and try to behave more correctly in the future. But the main thing is that i did not get any permissions to touch Her cock. i had to go to sleep again without any stimulation. But i fell asleep happy beacause i knew that i had obeyed my Goddess and was still under Her control.

– slave m

slave m On August 27, 2014 | Reply

And yes i am still waiting for an assignment and full of arousal. And not able to touch myself. Actually nobody could see if i touched the cock and have a release from this pressure. But i stay in agony and keep my hands away from Her property. i think that She would know if i do cheat. i couldn’t live with that, i can’t lie to my Goddess. i just have to obey as i have endured to this 30 days experience.
There has now been seven days since i had orgasm. There is a story here about 100 days in chastity and i just wonder how is it possible to be 100 days when i feel like i loose my sanity. And only one week has gone. 6 days under her program, i did masturbate the day before i gave myself to hands of my Goddess Natalie.
i am reporting my erections to Goddess Natalie. This morning i wrote this:
“i slep very well for 8hrs and woke up rockhard.i woke up rubbing it agaist the bed. It felt so good, but i turned right away on my back to wake up. Your cock was throbbing and screaming for someone to toch it. It is still doing so. This is getting so hard Goddess. So hard to keep myself away from it. i really don’t understand how someone can stand 100 days when i am like this in just a week. This is driving me nuts! Please Goddess, may i do something to touch it? Please.”
So i am begging again and i just wish i do good enough on this that she will give me somekind of assignment i can do. And she would be happy for the results for i could ease my situation here. But that is just hoping. Decesion is Hers. i just follow and hope.

slave m On August 28, 2014 | Reply

It is now 7th day on Goddess Natalies program. Eight days i have been without release. Last night Goddess Natalie gave me permission to touch Her cock. But only if i same time look at Her pictures. And cumming was strictly denied again…
This is what i wrote to my Goddess this morning:
“Good morning my Goddess 🙂

First i want to thank You so much for letting me touch Your cock. It has been releasing for me even if cumming is denied. i just realized that i still have to pee sitting and do the drying very oddly. i really don’t like it, but it remainds me who is in control. But there is none of Your pictres outside my pc and You gave me permission to touch it as long as i look at Your pictures. So i have to keep my hands off in toilet.

There was not a lot of sleep last night. i misunderstood Your words that i have to wait. i thought i have to stay awake and wait for Your posting to blog and getting the assignment later. But i quess You ment that i just have to wait with my orgasm? Anyway it was nearly 5 am here when i finally slept. i was so tired, but it helped me with last two hours of waiting that i had a permission to touch Your cock. And i touched it. i scrolled around Your page to look all the pictures of the most beautiful creature in this world. The thought of this beauty is controlling me is such a rush. i had to be guite slow and gentle to avoid any mistakes. It feels good to obey You, it feels better to obey You that having an orgasm. Last night You denied my sleep, even if You didn’t ment to do so? And i happily obeyed 😉

There is this “does cock size really matter”- section in Your pages. i had to measure up to see where i was in that chart. i always thought my penis was ok sized. Never really thought it is big, but ok. In that chart i can see that it is barely enjoyable with its 6,7 inces lenght and 4,7 circumference. So i should have more than1 more in lenghth and almost 2 in thichness to be perfect sized. Well maybe i just need to be happy that it is even enjoyable. Just to mention that i have my foreskin left as almost all we men do have here.

Today i woke up in a dream which ended like this: i was laying on the floor and You came to sit on me with another woman. You just sitted on me. Then i woke up. i had stiff cock when awake. Rock hard and throbbing. Wonderful to see You in my dreams too 🙂 Can’t remember anything else from the dream. But You were there! Please visit more often 🙂

Now i begin to move myself towards workplace. So i will be home around same time than yesterday.

With greatfulness to be Yours”

These were my thoghts for this morning.

slave m

slave m On August 28, 2014 | Reply

As i wished to have my assignment yesterday, i do not get it today either. Goddess Natalie spends Her day taking care of Herself. She told me she would get Her hair done and relax in a spa. That sounds wonderful and i am happy for my Goddess. i just imagine the smile on Her face as she enjoys treatments. And this image gives me joy to my life. i love to know that Goddess Natalie enjoys her life.
i live in big hopes that i will get an assignmet tomorrow and i could finally release myself. It helped a lot of my agony that i can touch Her cock when i am aroused. Very careful i must be with it still that i do not go too far. i must be patient on waiting for my orders. She will inform me when she likes to and i have nothig to say for when or how. i just wait. Patiently.

slave m

slave m On August 29, 2014 | Reply

This mornings post to Goddess Natalie:

Days on Program – 8
Days since last Orgasm – 9

Good morning my Goddess 🙂

Wish You are well rested and happy with Your hair done. Did You get it done differently or is it the same as in pictures in Your pages?

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

i need to do some housework before that. Clean the house is first task and then there is some reparation on the menu. But firs thigns first. i have to write my morning letter to You my Goddess.

i slept late this morning. To my disappointment You weren’t in my dreams last night. Only when i woke up the first thought of mine was that i belonged to You and that caused me instant erection. i wouldn’ belive before i signed up in your program that this would be such an intense experiment. And there will be three more weeks to come. You have conquered my mind already and You visit my thoughts frequently. You wrote in Your blog that “I’m sure he is motivated by a hard cock but I also think deep down that he really needs to make me happy”. You are right. If this wouldn’t get me at all aroused, i probably wouldn’t even join here. i am really happy that You also think that i need to make You happy. In my thoughts this is the way this dynamic should go. my feelings of joy, happiness and arousal come from making my Goddess happy. This is not about me getting erections and orgasms, they are like prices to me as i know i have done something good for my owner. i would not feel any good if i cheat or do something that is against Your will. Disappointment and shame has accurred if i have felt that i somehow misbehaved. That leads to hard cock too. It really doesn’t get any erections if i fail. But when i please You, my Goddess, i feel a big rush of joy in me. Both in my happy mind and in Your cock too.

These were my thoughts this morning.

One more thing: please give me an assignment today my Goddess. Weekend is coming and my wife home again. i am getting a little scared already that if You do not give me permission to cum? How in earth can i go through the weekend? Week ago it took so much consentration to keep myself in line and i am scared that it is not possible to do it again. i do not want to act against what You order. So please Goddess, help my ache a little. Please.
And as my wife will come home tomorrow i beg You to give me some rules for following days with her.

With love and devotion

Yours

Natalie On August 29, 2014 | Reply

I typed a whole reply and lost it.

Yes I got my hair done and a slave treated me to a full spa day- massage, facial and pedicure. As she worked on my feet I thought about you kneeling before the throne. My soft toes running against your mouth…. teasing you and forbidding you to open. You whimpered and moaned as I teased you unbearably.

I know you are off work today. You’ll go purchase a thick dog collar. I have special pictures I’ll email to you. You’ll shower, put the collar and panties on. You’ll be on the floor, where you belong, looking at my pictures, stroking and edging. Each time you get to the edge I want you to repeat this mantra “This cock belongs to Goddess Natalie”. at least 5 times before resuming. You’ll edge 6 time. You’ll remain on the floor for at least 2 hours today.

No cumming. Look for the pictures. You may also listen to the audio you already have.

We need special plans this weekend for your wife. This weekend you’ll purchase flowers and place them on a table in your home. A place you always walk by. She will think they are for her, as she should, however each time you look at them you will say (to yourself) “Thank you Goddess for allowing me to serve you”
You will also cook dinner for me- actually your wife, however I want you to serve her as you would me and report every single detail.
Get the flowers today.

slave m On August 30, 2014 | Reply

Days on Program –
Days since last Orgasm – 10

As You all can see, i finally had an assignment to do. And i did it happily. Here is my report from it:

“Thank You for Your assignment. i bought the collar, there was not many choises, but i took the thickest and it is gray. i would have bought black, but thickones were only gray. And i bought flowers. 20 roses are now in a jar at our kitchen table, reminding me my thankfulness for You letting me serve You my Goddess. You told me also to put panties on, so i took a pair from my wifes closet and weared them. They just fitted, almost…

As soon as i was back from the course, i read again Your blogpost. Your fantasy of me kneeling infront of You and Your toes running around my lips made me already moaning in arousal. Oh if i just close my eyes i can see Your so georgeus legs touching my face. Shivers arrived. Then i showered and got dressed as ordered. Dressed in the panties and the collar. i think the collar looks good, but i cant say the same on those panties on me. But i will wear them as i am told to do. Collar also feels good as i put it into smallest possible lenght. There is space that i can slide my fingers in, but i feel it whole time.

Then i started stroking and edging. Every time i felt i am coming near i repeated “This cock belongs to Goddess Natalie”. No cumming. It is so hard to keep myself in that state that i am able to stop before it is too late. But i want to please You my Goddess. i want to do as You tell me to do, in my best effort. It would be so shameful to report if i failed. i did rest for a while between the 6 times i stroked. i looked at Your devine beauty, i can’t quite understand how lucky i am to have someone like You controlling myself. You have the looks of a Goddess and You have the brains also. You are not writing here any nonseses and it is safe to be here, obeying You and adoring You. Thank You so much for having me here.

Thank You Goddess for this experiment. i have been on the floor now about three hours and will go to sleep now. Tomorrow is early wake-up and i have round 4hrs to sleep.”

Now i woke up from my shor dreams and must hurry to my day. Before that i still wrote my morning letter to Goddess Natalie and updated this. Here is what i wrote her just minutes ago:

“Good morning my Goddess,

i took pictures yesterday, so You can see what kind of the roses i bought for You, the collar of mine and the panties. i ment to add them in to my previous report, but forgat to add them. But here they are.

This was the first morning of these days that i didn’t wake up with an erection. If i haven’t woke with stiff cock it has hardened immediately after i have opened my eyes.i did my coffee and breakfast and now it hardened when i started to write this. Am i getting somehow used to this situation that i am under control?

Next week will be more difficult for me to reach You my Goddess. Now my wife comes home today and she leaves tuesday morning. However i will be going on monday to business-trip for a few days. We will have some first-aid training and some it-education. i will be home again wednesday evening. i stay in a hotel and i will have a roommate.

My Goddess, You didn’t mention anything about my sex with my wife. i’m afraid there will be some and i must make her happy too. Please may i have an orgasm with her? Please Goddess. i am getting scared about it. i do not want to do against Your orders, but i do not want to disappoit my wife either. And now it has been already 10 days since i have cummed. Please give me permission to cum. Please Goddess.

i will add something to the blog before i leave in a few minutes.

Wonderful weekend for You my Goddess.”

So i am begging again to have my orgasm. 10 days has gone and the need multiplyes.

– slave m

    Natalie On September 5, 2014 | Reply

    Thank you for being so wonderful. Your emails and gifts. As you know my dog died and it left me heartbroken.

    Its been 16 days, right? Yes, you can have sex with your wife this weekend, HOWEVER only if you pamper her as you would me…. flowers, dinner, long massage and only after SHE has an orgasm first.

slave m On September 12, 2014 | Reply

A week has gone now and Goddess told me to update here what has happened during the week. So what do i do? Do i have choise? Ofcourse i will write this update here. Ofcourse i want to obey my Goddess and try to do this as good as i can. Lot has happened and i try to recollect it all here:

Next mornig when She allowed me to have an orgasm i wrote this mail to Her:
“Good morning my Goddess,
Saturday started with a hard cock again. You are very first thing that comes to my mind after my phone rings for waking up. And there is so huge temptation to please myself. i still rather please You my Goddess. It feels better to follow Your istructions than to have a wank for myself. It is better for me to please You my Goddess. It would feel so good to touch Your cock as it really screams for a releaf. Still i must wait. Not for long anymore, thank to You my Goddess, i might have my orgasm this evening? If my wife wants to have sex? i am pretty sure she does, but i never know. Something might be going on? i still will prevent myself for stroking it without permission. i want to obey Your words and be as good slave for You as i possibly can. Do what You want me to do. It has felt enormously good this time under Your control for 16 days now. Better than i thought it would be. So thank You so very much Goddess for allowing me to serve You.”

So my wife came home for a weekend and i got ill. Damned flue! Usually when ill, i go so limp that there is not even a dream for a sex, but now i managed to keep my, no!, keep Her cock semi-erected for quite some time, but couldn’t get so high that i would have cummed. Two evenings we had sex, but no orgasm for me. i took medics so i was in some kind of shape (fluemedics, no viagra…)but no orgasm even if it had been 17 days since lastone.

This is what i wrote to my Goddess after my wife left again to her workweek:
“Dear Goddess,
i certainly didn’t forget about You my Goddess. And i did not have an orgasm even if You allowed me to have one. i just couldn’t reach to the point of orgasm even if we did fuck for two hours sunday evening. And more than an hour yesterday evening too. i am having a flue. It started saturday night and normally i have a limp thing between my legs when i am ill. Now it worked allright, but did not get so hard and it must be that i am just that much ill that my head was not fully in the sex. So now it has been 20 days since last time i cummed. After a week i thought i would burst out, but here i am, tomorrow three weeks has gone.”

Yes, and the flue was still in me. She wished to talk to me on the phone and we agreed that i would be available for a call next day 2pm Her time.

So next evening i prepared myself for my adorable Goddess. She is so beautiful, all over that i can’t even compare Her to anything. Must be a Godddess. i showered, put my collar (what Goddes ordered me to buy) and found panties from my wifes closet to wear. i kneeled on the floor to my comp and wrote to my Goddess that i am ready to talk and will wait that She informs me when She wants me to call. i waited and waited. i waited and waited. After a while i finally wrote her again this:
“Dear Goddess,
I have been now waiting on the floor for two and half hours. my eyes are getting quite tired as i slept badly last night.
i am begging here on my knees if You could possibly inform me somehow how much longer i must wait for the call.
Or is it better to call tomorrow, same times?
Please give me some info about this.”

She answered to me that she was doing something else and tomorrow would be better. i thanked for Her response and told that i would be ready next day again. Ofcourse i was disappointed, but what am i to complain. i just obey her. Aftrewards i thought that i teached me some patience. And i learned some. She also allowed me to touch Her cock, but no cumming! Three weeks had gone and i was still denied. My place here is obey, so i enjoyed the touch, and i enjoyed the denial.

The following morning i wrote her this:
“Good morning my Goddess,
Three weeks has gone now in Your control. i woke up with a hard cock again. Can’t remember seen any dream, but rockhard was Your cock when i woke up. You gave me permission to touch it last night so i rubbed it for some time, very slowly. Thinking of You my Goddess, makes me so aroused. So aroused…

Today i will be home just before 3pm Your time and will be ready by 3pm for to talk to You. Yesterday teached me some patience and i will wait again until You are ready.

Now i must leave for work. Wish You a great day 🙂 ”

Then came the evening i had waited to come. 22 days had gone from my orgasm and i was quite desperate to cum. During the day my Goddess was on my mind as i waited the clock to turn 3pm. There i was, clean, with the collar and wearing panties, kneeling on the floor by my comp to inform that i am ready. And i saw that my Goddess had already wrote that She had logged in! Oh my i thought, am i late? Thank heavens it wasn’t that. Goddess just informed me to wait for a while and prepare myself. So i waited there, prepared. i had never called to any Dominatrix, nor on a sexline. i had read how Niteflirt works, but never tried. So i finally after half an hour got a message that my Goddess was ready for my call. So i called.

i was so nervous. Nervous and excited same time. And a little bit afraid too. i loved to hear her devine voice. It is soft, soothong marvellous, adorable, what ever great adjective You can figure out that it is. Godess talked to me, really! i didn’t know how to act, how to speak, how to be. Goddess leaded the talk. i followed. Goddess leaded me to a wonderful fantasy as i saw her in my mind and She allowed me to touch Her cock same time. It felt sooooo good. Goddess told me to follow all her words and if She said to stop i would and if She would gave me permission to cum i could.Goddess stated that it is Her choise. It is Her cock and Her choise. i agreed. All i wanted to agree with Her. And i had to ask permission if i was near and wanted to cum. And i begged the permission. i was just semi-erected as i called, however when Goddess decribed me a short fantasy where i saw her i my mind and kneeled in front of Her devine beauty, i was ready to cum. And my Goddess allowed me to cum. As log as i promised to lick it all off afterwords. And i promised. And i cummed. i cummed for the first time in 22 days.Gosh it felt releafing. It felt soooo good. Yes, i licked my cum from the floor. All of it. i wouldn’t belive i’d do such thing, but i did. It wasn’t so bad. i was just happy to obey my Goddess. It took a lot less time that i expected. i love my Goddess. i adore my Goddess. And if you are reading this, i think you should adore Her too. She is a Goddess to worship.A Goddess to obey. A Goddess to please. i feel so thankful that Goddess alows me to serve her.

Now it has been 22 days under her control, but just one day from my last orgasm. i feel still happy to continue this journey. i have 8 more days to go on in this experiment.i willlook forward to see the rest of it. i love my Goddess.

    Natalie On September 22, 2014 | Reply

    I had a great time with you and sorry that it has come to an end. BUT you can come back for another round any time.

slave Chris On January 8, 2015 | Reply

Goddess Natalie, this was quite an incredible read. It had me aroused all the way through. Definitely a cock control fantasy that I have dreamed about. I’d love to submit in this way. Constantly horny and frustrated. Very nice xx

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