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What do you think about when you think of me? Tell me.



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william On October 13, 2013 | Reply

Mistress, i just came across Your website and i must confess; i am genuinely intrigued. And i say that from a position of having served several mistresses and having seen many many sites at Max Fisch and niteflirt. i very much want to initiate contact with You.
humbly, william

    Natalie On October 19, 2013 | Reply

    William thank you. I’ve been very busy. I’ll be posting an update soon, Have you subscribed to my blog for updates?

william On October 13, 2013 | Reply

Absolutely stunning Goddess, in all truth.

Rod On October 14, 2013 | Reply

I think of powerful femininity when I think of you.Through Tantra,I have learned to cultivate divine masculine energy.This energy can only be quenched with the divine feminine.I love your power Natalie

    Natalie On October 19, 2013 | Reply

    Thank you. Maybe you could elaborate in the Tantra comments post what you mean? I would really love that.

Rod On October 14, 2013 | Reply

I think about powerful femininity and about how intelligence and articulation are vital in the seduction and power game.You are dynamically lovely,but beyond that,you are smart and creative.I just discovered you site recently and feel quite like a child at Christmas……….wide eyed,excited…… but also very adult with a beautifully strained phallus.

Dirty Wanker On October 15, 2013 | Reply

Fear. Fear of rejection. Fear of inadequacies. Fear of not being strong enough. Fear of failure. Fear of liking it. But most of all, fear of giving up control.

    Natalie On October 19, 2013 | Reply

    wow that’s a whole lot of fear. But I also know you can channel those fears into something erotic and that will bring you pleasure rather then bring you more fear. Right?

Rod On October 20, 2013 | Reply

There is a Chinese teacher named Mantag Chia who wrote a book on how to culitivate divine masculine energy using breathing and relaxation techniques.I have been practicing for about a year.I have also consulted with Tantra teacher Carla Tara in NYC and Tanja Diamond in Seattle.Tantra has really opened my eyes to the benefits of moving sexual energy and of how I have developed a new much deeper reverence for the divine feminine.I love powerful women.

    Natalie On October 21, 2013 | Reply

    I love to know more about this. Maybe I’ll check this book out. Thanks Rod.

Rod On October 23, 2013 | Reply

You are welcome Natalie.Book should be available through Amazon.Or, google Mantag Chia,remarkable guy and expert or getting men to stop ejaculating too frequently.By doing this,a man can build divine sexual energy.Only one thing can quench the divine masculine….that of course is the divine feminine.This is why delaying ejaculation in men makes them crazy for you.The way it should be.Men over 40 should not be cumming more than a few times per month.How is this accomplished? By moving the energy away from the pelvis and into the rest of the body.By practiced conscious deep breathing and relaxation.I deep breath twice per day about 20-30 minutes each.This allows me to keep the energy,without the tension and anxiety from not cumming.Of course,my edging sessions are glorious and best spent with a lovely female voice.

    Natalie On October 25, 2013 | Reply

    I believe this. In my orgasm control programs I believe in edging and cultivating that energy. It’s difficult to get men to understand how powerful this is and how much better orgasms. I would love it if you could write something about this.

Rod On October 25, 2013 | Reply

I am happy to help you Natalie,and others that would like info.To give you a rough history,I was first told by me accupuncturist to practiced deep abdominal breathing to alleviate stress and high blood pressure.Every time I visited,he schooled me on how to practice it and insisted that i practiced.Well, after about the third week one night I felt a full blissful body rush that ran from my pelvis all the way up my back.I asked him about it,and he just smiled and said “thats good”,if that energy wants to move …..let it.I have since found out that what I experienced was a full body orgasm.I consulted with a Tantra teacher who told me that I had “an awakening”,In the days that followed,my libido increased ten fold,and my entire pelvic area had a new sensitivity.I have since consulted with several Tantra teachers who have showed me how to move my sexual energy.The fact is the energy will move voluntarily when in a RELAXED state.This is the key.The breathing takes practice.Before tantra,I would tease and delay all the time.It was great but many times I would suffer andrenal fatigue.The energy would get stuck at my genitals.This is why men suffer from “blue balls”.The energy is trapped because of tension.Men make the mistake of being tense during high arousal.Masters of Tantra allow the energy to move freely and thus can have full body orgasms without ejaculation.This is not easy to do i know.
But.most men can practice the breathing and relaxation and train the nervous system to hold more divine sexual energy without the negative ties to excess tension.I have done this.My blood pressure is down,I wake up every morning with beautiful erections that most men don’t get all at my age (56).My sex drive is great,and my creativity and interest in life has improved.When i do edge,its awesome.The centerpiece in all of Tantra is breathing.Carla Tara in NYC offers tutorials on what she calls “ocean breath”. Its the best way to learn.It would be cool if you could train men Natalie,and take them to the next level of intense play,deeper play,more satisfying,healthier.The problem for some men I know,is that they are just not bodily aware……..they will have trouble plugging into the energy,because the energy is subtle at first.You have to be aware,to feel the texture in little changes.On a side note Natalie,you are a great looking girl,and more importantly wonderfully intelligent………we are lucky to have you doing what you do.

leelee On November 9, 2013 | Reply

i feel a tremendous ache for you, my Godess, a constant need for you to plunder my empty treasure spot and take from me all i have hidden.
to scream in ecstacy as i succumb to your precious hand.
a groaning ‘thank you’ for raping me.
im pleasured being your slave
all day i long to please you
target me, my love,with your humiliating lafter
im stretched wide open for you
begging for more.
oh your gorgeous mouth
please control me with your commands

im so eager to please you

this ache has grown unbearable
whenever i think of you.

lee lee On November 10, 2013 | Reply

my Godess..i confess a beast has taken over my body, she is contrary to nature stricken with filth and abomination, unworthy to lick the bottom of your feet, she swells and festers day and night .she has become a raging bitch , begging to be put back in her place, craving the power and dominance of Godess to open her wide and wipe her clean. she yearns endlessy to be fully controlled and enslaved by the Master. to bring her to a soft obedience . where her serving is turned to blessing. where she glows when Godess governs over her, establishing laws and enforcing them strictly.
i confess a complete submission to YOUR higher authority and superiority. please hear me begging for YOUR attention and guidance thru this time of extreme punishing chastisement.

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